Rainy day

So were not posta have cats at our Apt without putting down a deposit but I figured one cat they will never know plus who can afford a 300 dollar deposit for one cat n you only get half back. Well we got away with it for about 9 months but today they called and said the owner saw her in the window n knew we were not to have pets . I think what really happened was the neighbors called it in cause she has bin meowing all night . I haven't gotten her fixed yet so she's in heat... Drivin me nuts!! Its sooo annoying! But now I gotta figure out some where to take her. I wish the person I got her from would take her back cause I'd hate to leave her with a stranger.

On another note.. Idk if I mentioned but I've bin pretty heart broken the past couple of weeks... Its a shity thing to have to go threw. I wish I knew the way to make it not hurt. And to stop missing him. i get so upset when I think about the fact that he doesn't miss me at all. I think about him daily n have to stop myself from calling or texting him. I know bothering him isn't going to help anything. Idk. No one ever said it was easy. I hope that once he gets his problems figured out he will look back and think of me. And maybe, just maybe, we could start fresh with how things were in the begining and just enjoy each other. But then I get scared that what if that doesn't happen and I have lost someone who made me happy and who was an amazing person but just got a little lost. If only he would stop pushing people away that care about him and give me a chance. But I just don't see it happening :( sadness.
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