Moving on

So I addde him back to fb a little while ago, idk mostly cause I wanted to still part of his life, wanted to know what he's up to, if he was gettin with other girls or had another interst. Well my worst fears have bin confirmed. Idk what I was expecting... Idk why I torture mtwelf like that ... I tried talkin to him online, but he doesn't respond, he does to her tho, even writes comments like she has nothin on you refering to her hottness... I'm just... Done. He doesn't want Me, can't remember the good, great times we had with each other. Only remembers the bad. I can't keep torturing my self. For what? For him to ignore me, move on with his life, find someone else :( hurts so bad! But ill just have to hurt for a while, but without him in my life. I can't chase after something, even tho I want it more than anything. I deleted him completly out of my life, no number, not written down some where, no fb n no Myspace, including his bands pages. This is hard but... I can't do it
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